Month: August 2016
Made of glass
Glasses break
It’s what they’re good it,
especially the fancy ones
They are like people,
fragile and made of glass,
meant to contain
Why is it that your favorite
glass is always the first
to break?
Other ones
break every day,
but you don’t notice
People break too
but you don’t notice either –
You’re too busy cleaning
up all the pieces
South Texas
Hot as heck or south Texas,
I’m not sure which.
Indie hip hop blastin’ in my
ear holes. Aesop spittin’ bout
prescription drugs most of them
I’ve taken. How long’s it
take a depressed kid to find
the underground? 10 years.
That’s not an opinion. It’s a fact.
Now gimmie that.
Where’d the beat go?
Wait … Now it’s back.
Now it’s here and now it’s
wack. Track must have
skipped. Just a blip on the
radar wishin’ on a
gray star. That spacebar in
between seems way far,
as I crash into a parked car.
Dust myself off and smile a
smile that’s full of broken glass.
Driver says “Imma kick yo
Ass.” Oh well, here we go again.
Damn man, I forgot my pen.
Who’s a writer without a why,
what and when?
Impossible Kid album review
For the record I give this album a 9 outta 10. One of the best hip hop albums I’ve heard in a long time.
10 Books
Books that inspire me.
1. Sum – David Eagleman
You will read this book in one sitting. A look into 40 possible afterlives that are not meant to be taken literally and instead allow us to reflect on what makes this life valuable and magical. Eagleman is a neuroscientist at Baylor studying the brain’s many secrets. It’s the most fun I’ve had reading and I laughed at the end of each chapter in amazement and disbelief. I keep giving this book away only to realize that I always need it on hand … so I’ve bought it many times.
2. No More Prisons – William Upski Wimsatt
Hip hop. Urban life. Self education. Hitchhiking. The Cool Rich Kids movement and philanthropy as the greatest art form. Wimsatt, a graffiti writer and grass roots organizer, talks his slick style through many social and economic problems, but this book is more about solutions.
3. In persuasion nation – George Saunders
A collection of short stories from the Syracuse Creative Writing instructor, now known for one of the greatest commencement speeches on kindness and regret. The stories are dreadful and hilarious at the same time. Sympathetic and satirical, Saunders will display his genius within a few lines.
4. My name is Asher Lev – Chaim Potok
“As an artist you are responsible to no one and to nothing, except to yourself and to the truth as you see it.” This is what Asher Lev is told as he walks through the challenge of being a painter and a Jew. Potok himself was a writer and a rabbi, and the tension between faith and art for him, was lifelong.
5. Jesus’ Son – Denis Johnson
There is a short story in this collection that changed the way I think about writing. I feel like Denis Johnson is part of my family. He’s my Vietnam-vet uncle who taught me how to shoot skeet and pick up girls. With a cigarette hanging from his lips, he saunters in to any pool hall and dares meathead, frat boys to mess with him.
6. Blue Like Jazz – Donald Miller
Donald Miller is a man after my own heart. The things he struggles with. The doubts he has about God. His history with women are all very familiar to me. It feels like my own subconscious is penning the pages. This book seems to reach the hands of young men and women who are having a coming-of-age crisis. Just like all struggling with mental illness find underground hip hop, so do church burnouts find Donald Miller.
7. The girl in the flammable skirt – Aimee Bender
“My lover is experiencing reverse evolution. I tell no one. I don’t know how it happened, only that one day he was my lover and the next he was some kind of ape. It’s been a month and now he’s a sea turtle.”
8. and still I rise – Maya Angelou
I love poetry. I write poetry almost every day. I will say I love to write it more than I love to read it. But not when it comes to Maya. Her poetry rings in my mind for days after. In fact, if I am quiet, I can still hear it now. Her work is like a big “Fuck You” to anyone who practices oppression in all its various forms. But this “Fuck You” is so eloquent and elegant that it stings even harder. Kill them with kindness yes, but I would also add: she kills them with hope.
9. The things they carried – Tim O’Brien
You don’t know war until you are a soldier, but this book is as close as a civilian will get. Honest, gut-wrenching, thought-provoking, deeply sad, deeply brave all at once. I read this book in high school and the imagery is just as real 10 years later. I was totally heartbroken by a scene, but I am a better, more compassionate man for having read it.
10. The prophet – Kahlil Gibran
Almustafa is set to leave town and knows the ships that come to take him away are close to shore. Before he leaves, the townspeople gather by the docks to bid him farewell and ask him one last time to speak to them about love, marriage, friendship, money, work, death and many other topics. Almustafa answers each of their questions, all the while lamenting that he must leave them. The book is almost like a collection of speech transcripts. With such beauty, Almustafa speaks in poetic language that allows the people (and the reader) to understand complex topics and relate to them with such ease and depth. A book you will finish in 2 hours.
The Golden Hour
“It’s the golden hour.”
That’s what they said as the low, light slipped into the banquet room. They leaned in when they said it and made picture frames with their hands and held it up to their eyes. They laughed big and careless, like people who loved well and I was glad to know them all.
I hope I’ll get to celebrate like they did. With off-white bulbs hanging from the ceiling and uncles and grandmas, cousins and old roommates dancing underneath.
I want to believe in love, but I’m not so sure. Most of the time, I seem to be one step behind them like I don’t know the moves to a grand song playing in everyone’s ears except mine.
I suppose that’s how we all feel with regards to something that makes us doubt and question and second-guess and falter. So when they raised their glasses, I raised mine too, though I’m certain I’ll never know like they seem to.
Dangerous
He is coming.
Swiftly, like an axe falling,
Making low the tallest trees.
He is coming.
He is coming,
Dangerous, like a lion,
Tearing the folds in two.
He is coming.
He called to me late last night,
And I was glad to hear him.
He called to me with a voice
Like my father’s father,
And I was glad to hear him.
He is coming.
Ferocious, like a friendly beast,
Bearing his teeth.
He is coming.
He is coming.
Loudly, like a trumpet sound,
Lifting up the lowly deep.
He is coming
And I am glad to hear him.
Murky
Muddy water,
murky like some muddy water –
that I keep sippin’
even though,
I know it ain’t for me.
The warden’s daughter,
Lonesome like the warden’s daughter –
that I keep wantin’
even though,
I know she ain’t for me.
She ain’t nobody’s
and I ain’t nowhere –
Nowhere’s now
the place to be.
She ain’t nobody’s
and I ain’t nowhere –
Nowhere’s now my home
ya see?
Tyler Strittmatter 